“Tired of” in the most literal sense

With all of this recent noise about U2, surrounding their show in Jersey, they kind of came back onto my radar again. There was the incident with Bloomberg’s helicopter pilot, before the show. There was the appearance on Saturday Night Live. I even had a recent conversation with my friend about U2 and their appearances in the media. There was also the fake Bono incident with Reagan (ask her about it).

Anyway, U2 was probably one of my top 10 favs, through Jr. high, and high school. I haven’t really listened to them much, since. Given all of the buzz, I decided to try them out again, to see if I just forgot how good they are, or what. I accomplished this by adding a few of their songs back into my shuffle playlist.

I have discovered that not only do I not particularly care for U2’s music anymore, but that I was tired of it. Since I have had their songs back on my shuffle, I have found that when a U2 song comes up (particularly during a workout), it literally makes me feel tired. So tired, in fact, that I have to skip their songs, to prevent myself from losing steam/motivation during my workouts.

The funny part is that I own every one of their albums, even some of the imports. Every one of them purchased in hard copy format, complete with tangible plastic and cover art. It is funny how people grow out of, or away from certain things. I’m pretty sure that if someone were to have interviewed me 15 years ago on the subject, I can guess what my response would have been. I would have sworn up and down that I would love the group my entire life. I would have said something like “U2 is such a dynamic group. They are not afraid to let their sound transform with the times. They will always be relevant [to me].” My statement would have been true, to an extent. Jjust take out the bracketed “to me” part, apparently. Which brings rant #1 to a close.

Rant #2: Why has my running suddenly started sucking so bad? Two weeks ago, yesterday, I had the best run of my life. I ran so fast, and felt great afterward. I have not been able to come anywhere near that pace, since then. In fact, during my run yesterday, before it was cut short by rain, I was turning out mile-times that were over a minute slower, than they were 2 weeks ago. I can’t begin to describe how frustrating this is. It is especially frustrating, since I’m running a scored half-marathon this weekend, and the Hartford Marathon, the following weekend. Am I still going to be in this rut for both of those races? Ugghhhhh.

On the bright side (not that anyone is still reading, I mean the U2 thing was just ridiculous), tomorrow night some of our friends got us ticket to see a lecture by Dean Karnazes. He is the dude that wrote “Ultra Marathon Man” and did 50 marathons in 50 days. I posted about his book, earlier this year. So I’m hoping that after his lecture, and cleaning all of the U2 out of my playlists, that I can get back on the upswing. Wish me luck.


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6 responses to ““Tired of” in the most literal sense”

  1. I, myself have had to come to terms with the fact that I am just never going to be as fast as I once was. Except I have to go all the way back to HS for that comparison. I will never run a 20 flat 5k again…heck, I’m lucky to squeak out less than 9 minute miles on my runs. With me the excuse is “I’m definitely not 18 still, AND I’ve had a few kids.” But also there is the nagging fact that I just don’t WANT to be that fast anymore. It hurts, and no one is depending on me to run the race of my life anymore. YOU on the other hand, have no such excuses: You’re SO much younger than me… To my knowlege have never been pregnant… And don’t men mature physically later than women? That puts you in your prime. Run fast.

  2. @angie: Thanks for the motivation, Angie 🙂

  3. What did you do right before your best run? I ran my best 1/2 marathon in Iowa, Andy was in dental school and my daily run was my only escape from a very stress filled life. That morning I was angry because of something that happened and I have seriously never been able to run that fast again. I took 10th overall and won the 20something age group. The mind is a powerful thing, how do we overcome it to be our best?

  4. @melanie: I ate an entire pizza the night before. I think that may have had something to do with it.

  5. Want to join the club I just created called “I don’t particularly care for U2”? I would call it “I’m tired of U2” but I never liked them.

  6. @Aubrey: Is there a secret handshake or something? Sounds pretty cool.